Final Results of Patch Test and Conclusions

I am fairly pleased with the results but a bit disappointed that with that instense burn, only a little of the color faded. The burn that I thought was going to be a scar just peeled off naturally much to my relief. The green color of the vines changed a bit and turned into a different hue of green. The flowers faded as well.

After this intial test, I am confident that after more sessions, the tattoo would indeed fade until the tattoo would not be too obvious anymore. But I have no idea how many more sessions I need to do--10,20? With the rate of fading my estimate would be-- a lot. I am going to wait 4 weeks, then I'll apply TCA to the entire area this time. In the meantime, I will be putting AHA bleaching cream to the area so the next peel would be even.

I am still considering laser in the future, but since my tattoo has all the colors that laser can't penetrate well, I will just try my luck with this first. To those of you who are considering this process, go ahead it's worth the shot. It's not that painful and the healing is pretty fast. Just don't use too strong a solution.

A little over a week later....

It's now starting to scab and some areas that didn't get so burnt are now starting to peel. I am just going to let this peel on it's own just to avoid any potential scarring. It doesn't hurt so much when I walk with shoes/slippers on anymore and it's starting to itch as well. After much thought regarding this whole process, I really think a low strength solution is the best perhaps not more than 30% and do this slowly but surely. I don't think this process really calls for the area to blister and such--I made a mistake with the mixture of the solution and left the TCA on the skin for way too long. I should've just left it for 5 mins but instead, I left it for 20. Idiot.

Anyway, I am now confident that this patch will heal well. I just have to be careful not to scrape and wound this area.

I'm getting a little freaked out...

It's been a few days since the peel and some parts of the patch test are more burnt than the rest. And I'm a little freaked out at how it looks right now. There is a slight depression forming a circular shape which is the flow of the TCA on my skin. Now I think that I placed the TCA too long and became more burnt than how it really should be. I'm scared that this will scar! Argh. I'm just crossing my fingers and making sure that this won't get infected. I researched the net on how to take care of 2nd degree burns and all of the sites say that it's best not to apply ointment to the burn and just let it dry but I don't want to take the chance. I am still applying Triple ointment and hopefully in a week, this will scab and won't hurt as much. I just hope that this depression on my skin won't turn into a horrible scar. The sites said too that 2nd degree burns don't cause scarring. So I hope they're right. I remember my aunt had burns on her feet because while she was cooking, she accidentally poured hot, scalding cooking oil on her feet. Now her feet looks ok but she has hypopigmentation--the parts where the oil landed have become totally albino white. AAAAAAHHHH! This procedure has become more stressful than I anticipated. Makes me wish I hadn't done this to myself.

Pictures of my TCA peel kit

Upper row L-R: Fan (totally cheap looking and unnecessary to me), Latex gloves (very important!)
Bottom row L-R: Cotton buds/cotton pad and alocohol prep pads (not seen), 100% TCA peel solution, pipette, mixing vial, AHA Glycolic Lotion and SPF 30 Lotion

If you are interested in trying this TCA peel for tattoo removal, just buy the TCA solution itself and not the kit. As you can see, the stuff that were included in the kit can easily be bought in your local pharmacy for a cheaper price. The pipette can be duped by a medicine dropper and you can use any empty container to mix the solution. And any SPF would work for this really. I paid so much for a so called "kit" but the only things I found necessary in this kit was the TCA itself.

4th Day--Pictures and observations

Now it even looks darker than yesterday and it even feels more sore than when I first applied the TCA. The tiny blisters that are on the flower aren't seen in this photo. I now walk with a slight limp because the strap of my sandals/shoes keeps on hitting the burn. I don't think there are shoes that won't hit this area so I guess I'll have to bear this until it heals. I still can't believe that I actually did this to myself on purpose lol...seems kind of masochistic in a way. But I think this seems like a better option than the salt and lemon (salabrasion) procedure that some people do. But it just pains me to think that to remove this tattoo, I'll have to go through numerous sessions of burning my own skin, enduring the pain, and the hassle of limping and not being able to wear shoes with ease. Sigh. Well I think I'll know after this heals if this process is worth going though or not. Like if there's significant fading after the patches heal and peel, then I'll know if all this fricking pain is worth it or not.

Third Day--Results and how it looks so far

AM--The treated area now looks a darker brownish pink. It is much more sensitive n0w much like how a nasty sunburn would feel while rubbing against clothing. I am finding it considerably harder to wear slippers and shoes because the area is much more sensitive now. I apply ointment every 3-4 hours just to keep it moist and soothed a little bit. I was planning to treat the rest of the tattoo with another TCA peel but I'm now hesitant because the pain might be too much for me to bear since it is too sensitive as it is. And the TCA might spread to the burnt areas (since it's very hard to control) and make it even worse. I think it would be best to just wait until the burnt areas are completely healed before I apply another peel to the entire tattoo or do this procedure in sections. I think it will also be easier for me to treat the burn if it's smaller even if my tattoo is small.

Well I'm still optimistic that this process will achieve the results I want. So far things are going as planned. I think the solution strength is just right. If it was any stronger, I feel that it would be too much for the skin and would burn badly.

I also bought a 30% TCA solution from a local supplier and will do another patch test on that soon.

PM--Upon close inspection I noticed that some parts of the treated area have tiny blisters in them (so it's now officially a 2nd-degree burn) and much care needs to be taken in caring for this like ointments and less friction from clothing, etc. The blisters shouldn't be burst prematurely because it might get infected. It's really just best to leave this to heal and wait for another 4-6 weaks for the complete procedure. I really don't want to risk any TCA going to the blistered area-ouch.